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“The Year I Didn’t Give CAT — And Still Didn’t Give Up.”

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 Last year, I didn’t sit for CAT. Not because I wasn’t serious. Not because I lacked dreams. But because life decided to test me in ways I didn’t sign up for. It started with chickenpox. Yes — something that sounds small when people talk about it later. But in that moment? Fever. Weakness. Isolation. Days where even getting up felt like climbing a mountain. While others were preparing, revising, pushing forward — I was counting rashes and waiting to heal. And when my body finally recovered, my mind didn’t. Because somewhere between medicines and missed plans, I lost confidence. I started doubting myself. “Maybe I’m not meant for this.” “Maybe I’m already too late.” And then came the second blow — friends who I trusted, who knew my goals, who smiled with me — but behind my back? Dhokla. Betrayal. The kind that doesn’t just hurt, it makes you question your worth. I won’t lie. I broke. I stopped believing in my potential. I stopped believing in timing. I stopped believing in people. B...

🐾 Chasing CAT: How I Aimed for IIMs but Ended Up Questioning My IQ

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— A Tragicomedy in 3 Phases, 99 Emotions, and Infinite Percentile Dreams 🎬 Phase 1: The Dream Was Free… But The Prep Was Not 💸 It all started one random evening while I was dramatically sipping chai and pretending to be the main character of my life — when suddenly, I decided: “I want to crack CAT.” Yes. CAT. That prestigious, mysterious, life-altering exam where you fight with Percentile Gods to earn a seat in an IIM. Why? Good question. Even I don’t know. Maybe because: That one topper on YouTube said “It changed my life” 😭 Or because I had nothing else planned except crying over my ex and watching Shark Tank So naturally, I Googled: “How to crack CAT in 3 months without maths?” And Google laughed. I heard it. --- 📚 Phase 2: DILR = ‘Did I Lose Respect?’ & Other Daily Tragedies So I bought books heavier than my emotional baggage. Set alarms. Made timetables. Watched toppers’ strategies with high hopes. And day 1 went great. Day 2: “Aaj break le lete hain. Mind bhi rest maangta...

🧟‍♀️ How to Survive Student Life Without Becoming a Walking Wi-Fi-Less Zombie 📶

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Let’s face it — student life isn’t a Bollywood college fantasy with guitar boys and choreographed canteen dances. It's more like: 📢 “Battery at 2%, Wi-Fi not working, assignment due, and I'm emotionally unstable.” Relatable? Good. Let’s survive this chaos together. --- 1. Find Wi-Fi Like Dora Finds Her Map 🗺️ Wi-Fi is not a luxury, it’s a basic need — right after oxygen and chai. Campuses have mysterious Wi-Fi zones. There’s always that one corner near the admin office where the internet hits harder than your midlife crisis at 20. Pro Tip: Make friends with the IT guy. Bring him samosas if needed. 🍽️ --- 2. Jugaad is Not Just a Word, It’s a Lifestyle 🔧 Lost your pen? Use eyeliner. No charger? Ask that one guy who carries a full power bank like he’s guarding national treasure. 🪙 Project partner vanished? Just add “As discussed with the team” and manifest it. We’re not students. We’re part-time engineers, part-time magicians. 🎩✨ --- 3. Sleep is a Myth. Power Naps are Religi...

Unanswered Messages,Unspoken Strength

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 Ghosting hurts in a way that words often fail to capture. No goodbye. No closure. Just silence. 💬 One day you're everything. The next, you're nothing. You keep refreshing the chat. You wonder what you did wrong. And slowly, your self-worth starts to crumble under someone else's absence. That happened to me. And for a long time, I thought the silence meant I wasn’t enough. But over time, I realized — being left wasn’t the end. It was the beginning 🌱 Of me. --- 1. The Disappearance Wasn’t Loud — It Was Quiet and Slow 🕊️ It started with shorter replies. Longer gaps. That strange feeling that you're still talking, but not really being heard. You convince yourself it’s just a phase. You give more, overcompensate. But deep down, you know something’s off. That’s the thing about ghosting — it doesn’t shout. It fades. And the fading hurts more than a goodbye ever could. --- 2. I Started Blaming Myself 💭 I questioned my words. I replayed every conversation. Was I too much? T...

😂 Guru Mata Chronicles: A Tale of Two Headaches

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--- Everyone has best friends who bring peace. I have two — who’ve turned my mental peace into monthly installments and then literally forced me to write this blog. > “Write about us!” they said. “Make us famous!” they said. And here I am, giving emotional labor and free publicity — all while plotting revenge through this post 😤✍️ They call me “Guru Mata” — because apparently, I have solutions to all their problems. Honestly, I feel like the CEO of “Unpaid Emotional Support Services Ltd.” --- 🧍‍♂️ 1. The Guest House Guy – Booked, Busy & A Walking Copy-Paste So this one runs a guest house. Sounds like a professional, right? Wrong. Because his real profession? Copying everything I do. 📲 I post a reel — next day, he uploads the same vibe. 🖊️ I write a deep caption — suddenly, “he also felt the same.” 😂 I change my emoji aesthetic — and boom, his DP catches up. > Bro, are you my friend or my delayed doppelgänger? And you’d think maybe he’d give credit? Of course not. This is...

I’m Not for Everyone — And That’s My Power 💥

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I’ve always been the girl who tried. Tried to be kind. 🤍 Tried to be enough. Tried to be the person who never leaves first. I was the “good listener.” 👂 The “always there” girl. The one who remembered birthdays 🎂, encouraged dreams ✨, stayed up late comforting others 🕯️ — even when I was falling apart myself. And what did I get in return? Silence. Used. Ghosted. 👻 Left out of plans I should’ve been part of. Talked about behind my back by the very people I defended 💔 They took pieces of me like I was some endless source of love, energy, and understanding. And when they were done using me, they left. No apology. No closure. Just gone. 🚪 For the longest time, I thought maybe it was me. Maybe I was too emotional 😔 Too available Too soft Too… something. But now I see it. I wasn't the problem. I was just too real in a world that prefers convenience over connection. 🌍 So here’s the truth I’ve grown into — I’m not for everyone. And thank God for that. 🙏 Because I’m done being dra...

The B.Com Life Nobody Talks About (Because We’re Busy Napping in Class)

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--- B.Com — that one course everyone thinks is just a "backup plan." “CA bhi kar rahi ho na?” “Kitni easy life hai tumhari.” Yeah? Tell that to my brain that's doing tax calculations while my soul is calculating sleep hours 😴 --- 🎓 Why I Chose B.Com (Or Did B.Com Choose Me?) Honestly, I was young, confused, and the cut-off said, “Congratulations, you're a B.Com student now.” People think we’re future CFOs. In reality, we’re just trying to figure out why Tally looks like a 90s video game and why accounts ka "trial balance" kabhi balance nahi hota. --- 📚 The Lecture Chronicles 8:00 AM class: Attendance ✅ Brain: Offline since 7:59 AM. Faculty: “Beta, ye important hai…” Me: Writing down ‘important’ and nothing else. Some teachers literally read from the PPT. Others just stare at it. And you? You’re calculating whether it's too early to nap with eyes open 😴 --- 🍵 Breaks, Bunking, & Bhel Puri B.Com's real syllabus: 30% chai breaks ☕ 30% copying as...